March 6, 2006 - 2:45pm

Yesterday was the begining of the Highs and lows I inevitably will experience for the next couple weeks. Good news compounded by bad news. Somethings I will share and others I will keep to myself, but it does help putting things out here in cyberspace.

The week begins with anticipation fo the fun that is to be had at Spring Break with a group of great friends. There will be lots of craziness and pictures, so wait for the proof. Intercollegiates is coming up and I am pumped about going there and enjoying the warm weather and sun but it is not without costs.

I had intramurals yesterday and a tourney on Fri and Sat. I played ok,but not good enough to win. It is so frustrating to enjoy a sport butnot be good enough to win anything.

Preparing for the two trips is very frustrating. Yes I am grateful that I have the chance to go on the two trips, but I have lots of work that needs to be done before hand and not nearly enough time to do the things that I would like to do also. I should put my car in the shop and get one of my brake lights fixed. But I am teetering on the edge of brokness.

On top of that I stumbled upon some news yesterday that has me saddened and further frustrated with people and my own stupid decisions in life. No I am not dying and as always there is a silver-lining but this is proof that the heavenly being is testing me. Unfourtunately I may no longer be able to live the life that I was hoping to. And as always just hope the ramifications are to far spreading. Being the center of attention is only good when people love you.

Now I will go sleep and pass some wishes on to those up above. I need the rest and hopefully it will ease my state of mind. Maybe someday I will tell all, but till then hope this has given you a tiny insight to what is going on with me.